Last Sunday - a pleasant evening and long night

I've been really muddled here for the last days, I've been in way too much pain to use my computer. Now I've regained control of my right hand, so I can use both for writig, which is amazing.

But, even though my hemoglobin levels were at 67 (realy low), I wsa so happy and excited to see my good friend and fellow blogger Manette from Music and My Mind
She was here at the same time as my dad, and my dad really liked her and I do hope she wasn't too scared of my dad, haha.

Still alive - but still in hospital

I'm still here.
But writing is too hard and I'm in constant pain. I can't use my laptop since it's too heavy, so this will be short.

I don't have sepsis. I may or may not have pneumonia. I have blood clots, one in my leg, two around my liver and possibly some lung embolisms.

The reason why I'm still sane here because of my wonderful dad whose the most important person to me, my bestest friend Hanna whose been an an angel, and all my other amazing friends from school and the the blogosphere (I'm sorry Manette, I can't remember your blog's address...)

I've also gotten help from the psych department and they've been great to me.

I just love overknees

Still in here and no way out

So I'm still in hospital, my arm is swollen and painful, noth my legs from under my knees aare so swollen and painful that I can barely walk even though I'm using a cane.
They took a blood culture now, they're affraid (and I sm too) that I might have sepsis or bloodpoisoning for those who don't know.

I have a new IV line in the right hand (since I can't use it anyways) and will get a new course of antibiotics.

This fucking sucks.

Many shades of green

I really want my green hair back, bbut I was thinking some ombre or other effect with bright greens and dark greens. Any tips how I could get that done?





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