Still in here and no way out

So I'm still in hospital, my arm is swollen and painful, noth my legs from under my knees aare so swollen and painful that I can barely walk even though I'm using a cane.
They took a blood culture now, they're affraid (and I sm too) that I might have sepsis or bloodpoisoning for those who don't know.

I have a new IV line in the right hand (since I can't use it anyways) and will get a new course of antibiotics.

This fucking sucks.