30 Day Blog Challenge - Days 5 & 6

Again two days at once, because the things for day 5 I'm sure I've talked about before.

Day 5 - A time in your life you thought about ending your life:
Well, I've thought about killing myself more times than I can count, but most of them were less because of depression and more because of apathy and a wish to just see what would happen afterwards. However, last year I was seriously depressed and was *shows with fingers* this close to killing myself.
I didn't. Thanks to my dad being there. And I will forever be grateful for having him in my life, because without him, I would've killed myself ages ago.
My depression is gone now, completely. My anxiety and panic problems aren't, but they are under control.

Day 6 - 30 interesting facts about yourself:
These are probably not going to be very interesting but hey, we'll see!
1. I talk to all animals I see, even seagulls but to those I usually just say something like "Fuck off"
2. I feel very uncomfortable not having a watch on my wrist
3. And my wrist watch was on Canadian time between June and October. Even though I was in Finland.
4. My favourite past time is to watch TV with my dad and do random general trivia quizzes with him (he's so smart!)
5. I'm constantly thinking of ways to rearrange my room and make it more cozy.
6. I smell like my dad and it's horrible.
7. I have the ginger gene.
8. I'm also part Scottish which kinda explains the ginger gene...
9. My favourite game is Trivial Pursuit the GlobeTrotter edition
10. I like being alone but I get really lonely
11. Numbers are important to me, I love numbers
12. I love shopping and getting my nails and hair done, even though I usually look ridiculously unkempt...
13. It takes about a day for me to start missing my fluffball at home
14. My eyes are green but in certain lights they switch between blue, green and copper.
15. I hate ordinary tap water - I need my drinks carbonated.
16. Depending on the clothes I wear and the make up I have I can look between 16 and 30.
17. One of my exs started calling me Frank and it kinda stuck but I've had more nicknames than I want to count
18. I'd rather be called Frank than my real name, cause most people can't pronounce it properly and it irks me so so much.
19. I don't really know who I am
20. My feet are a size EU39/40 depending on the width. I have wide feet.
21. I have a horrible sense of humour.
22. I think every event has a silver lining
23. In my opinion the best parts of my body are my eyes, fingers and toes.
24. I have penpals (snail mail) and I love them!
25. Which kinda explains how much I love getting mail
26. I can't live without cheese. I love cheese.
27. I think Rainbow Cola is the best cola ever
28. Random trivia makes me go all giddy
29. I don't really drink any hot drinks
30. I'm converting to Catholicism

Liebster Blog Award from Hibi Gibi

I got tagged for the Liebster Blog Award by the lovely Hibi Gibi from http://hibi-the-gibi.blogspot.de/
and thought I'd post it now that I finally translated the questions. I'm a tad lazy on such things, so I'm sorry that it took so long...

1. Answer the 11 questions given to you
2. Think of 11 questions of your own
3. Tag 10 bloggers with less than 200 readers



1. Is there a blog that inspires you and if so, what is it?
- There are many blogs that inspire me, my tagger being one of them, but there are so many that I won't name more
2. How long have you been blogging now and why did you start?
- This blog I started last November due to lying in hospital, but I had another blog for about a year before that, so I've been blogging on and off for more than a year
3. What has been your favourite trip to a strange town or place?
- This is too tough, I travel so often that it's hard to choose a favourite, maybe one of the trips to Switzerland even if I've been sick there  too...
4. When you could try a style for one day what would that be?
- I'd go full out on Steampunk, 'cause I love the style but it's way too expensive for me
5. What has thus far been your weirdest experience?
- This is rated forbidden for under 18 year olds so I won't answer this...
6. What is your favourite song right now?
- Bring Me The Horizon - Shadow Moses

7. Have you seen a movie at some point that for some reason didn't let you go afterwards?
- Yes, some horror movies don't let go of me and they keep me from sleeping. Other than that, no, I don't get hung up on movies as much as I get on books. Books keep me on a tight leash...
8. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
- Married with 2 children, job in either accounting or publishing
9. If you had 3 wishes, what would you wish for? (No wishing for more wishes)
- Health, happiness and both of those to my family as well
10. Have you at some point overhyped a musician, actor or such?
- Oh yes and I have a drawing of Johnny Depp in a bunny suit to prove it
11. What do you think is really pretty in you?
- My hands, I think I have pretty hands



My questions:
1.What is your favourite animal and why?
2. Would you prefer to live in the countryside or a big city?
3. Why do you blog?
4. What sort of blogs do you prefer reading?
5. Are you part of a fandom and why?
6. Are you dependent on medicines?
7. If you could dye your hair any colour what would it be?
8. Are you a diligent worker or are you a tad lazy?
9. Do you do vlogs?
10. Do you watch vlogs or subscribe to many youtube channels?
11. What are you frightened of?


I am again not going to tag anyone in particular because I just don't know enough blogs with less than 200 readers, but I hope that some of you will get the encouragement to answer my questions by tagging themselves and doing this quiz! Happy Liebster Award!

20 asks and 19 answers - your's is the last one!

1. The meaning behind my URL
- My name is easily shortened to Frank or Frankie and I just chose Savage, because I felt it suited

2. A picture of me
- You've seen enough of them

3. Tattoos I have
- One SG-1 tattoo on my chest, two skulls on my ankles and one gekko on my left foot

4. Last time I cried and why
- The friday before this when I called the shrink and said I hadn't slept for three days

5. Piercings I have
- Just earrings and now a labret

6. Favorite Band
- Impossible to say

7. Biggest turn off(s)
- No sense of humour or a very bad sense of humour (in my opinion bad, not universally bad)

8. Top 5 animals
- Dogs, foxes, wolves, cats, bunnies

9. Tattoos I want
- Did a post on this:

10. Biggest turn on(s)
- Sense of humour, smile, nerdiness

11. Age
- 23

12. Ideas of a perfect date
- I'm a classic with a good meal and a movie

13. Life goal(s)
- Getting a good job and keeping it

14. Piercings I want
- If my dad lets me keep this labret, none

15. Relationship status
- Single, extremely so

16. Favorite movie
- Doom

17. A fact about my life
- I love Monty Python

18. Phobia
- Darkness

19. Middle name
- Susanna

20. Anything you want to ask

The Silence has Fallen

That's a good question in my opinion. God's image on Earth, are we all just fallen angels?