Still in here and no way out

So I'm still in hospital, my arm is swollen and painful, noth my legs from under my knees aare so swollen and painful that I can barely walk even though I'm using a cane.
They took a blood culture now, they're affraid (and I sm too) that I might have sepsis or bloodpoisoning for those who don't know.

I have a new IV line in the right hand (since I can't use it anyways) and will get a new course of antibiotics.

This fucking sucks.

Many shades of green

I really want my green hair back, bbut I was thinking some ombre or other effect with bright greens and dark greens. Any tips how I could get that done?





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Hair Inspiration

Oh if I only had long hair!

Halloween in Aurora

Nothing special happened during Halloween here - same old same old. I had a CT scan which showed nothing out of the ordinary, I saw a psychiatric nurse and maybe will get some better anxiety meds, and I got to talk to a neurologist about my painkillers which he told them to up the doses (fantastic) and switch the oral liquid oxynorm to IM oksanest, which helps way more.

Went to a mass on Thursday qn got tto talk to a priest too, but I told her that since I'm converting to catholicism, I can always ask help from father M. But it was real sweet of her to come and I wouldn't mind talking to her again. She was lovely and chatting to her was really nice.

I've also bonded with my two roommates - both retired and Mar is the most awesome roommate, the other one is real sweet towards us, but is a huge racist. It's so annoying. She's so smart and still stupid enough to hate someone just cause their culture is different. I hope that with enough brainwashing from me and Mar, she'll better her ways a bitt. Plus she likes my dad though he's a foreigner.

I hope someone comes to give me those painkillers soon, already been 25 minutes since I asked. Oh well, hospitals right?

I just love these jars!

Gel Nail Inspiration

I really want gel nails (and eyelash lengthenings), I want to pamper myself.