Jotain omituista tapahtui tänään. Olin koneella, Facebookissa kuten normaalisti ja sain viestin mieheltä, jolle en ole puhunut vuoteen.
Jonka oikeastaan jo unohdin. Joka on naisia vihaava ylimielinen rasisti. Jolle en halua puhua. Jolle sanoin todella pahasti. Joka bannasi minut Facebookissa.
Pyysi kaveriksi.
Kysyi miten menee.
Mitä vittua.
Transplant patient with all kinds of worries from hospital fear to dieting, and loads about good music, tattoos and rock n' roll!
16.8.14
One post in Finnish
13.8.14
Just one more week!
I am starting to get really really nervous now.
In exactly one week my uni starts. In six days I have my Swedish exam. I am terrified.
Also I'll need to find myself a new calendar since I doubt the new uni gives one for free. I hate this, I loved my old uni calendar! Anyway, I am excited though in a way, finally I'll have something else to do than just lie around doing nothing, but other than that, I am pissed. Why?
Because my busroutes have changed completely.
A. My busses do not go where they used to go.
B. All early morning and evening routes have been cancelled, meaning that I will have to go a 15 km detour above my 40 km normal route to actually get where I want to.
C. I will have to use three different connections each morning to get to uni because I can't take a bus from my house to Helsinki. There is not even a bus from my house to the place where the busses to Kerava go. So - I will have to get my dad to drive my to a Kerava bus, then go to Kerava (15 km), then take the train into the city. Before this enormous change I had ONE bus from MY HOUSE to HELSINKI. Direct route. Which was FULL every effing morning! So they don't even have the right to go saying "well not enough people used that route" cause it's BS.
So I'm annoyed.
Here's cute food.
In exactly one week my uni starts. In six days I have my Swedish exam. I am terrified.
Also I'll need to find myself a new calendar since I doubt the new uni gives one for free. I hate this, I loved my old uni calendar! Anyway, I am excited though in a way, finally I'll have something else to do than just lie around doing nothing, but other than that, I am pissed. Why?
Because my busroutes have changed completely.
A. My busses do not go where they used to go.
B. All early morning and evening routes have been cancelled, meaning that I will have to go a 15 km detour above my 40 km normal route to actually get where I want to.
C. I will have to use three different connections each morning to get to uni because I can't take a bus from my house to Helsinki. There is not even a bus from my house to the place where the busses to Kerava go. So - I will have to get my dad to drive my to a Kerava bus, then go to Kerava (15 km), then take the train into the city. Before this enormous change I had ONE bus from MY HOUSE to HELSINKI. Direct route. Which was FULL every effing morning! So they don't even have the right to go saying "well not enough people used that route" cause it's BS.
So I'm annoyed.
Here's cute food.
Bucket List Tag
I got this tag from the lovely Manette, and it took me a while to actually get my list ready. I have so much I left outside this list, because hell, I can't tell it all!
Besides, I had this idea of only telling ten things, so I didn't want to put things I've only thought about for five minutes or something.
Anyway, here it goes. And these are in no order, absolutely randomly.
Besides, I had this idea of only telling ten things, so I didn't want to put things I've only thought about for five minutes or something.
Anyway, here it goes. And these are in no order, absolutely randomly.
1. Learn to shoot a gun and a bow&arrow
2. Visit San Diego Comic-Con dressed in a cool outfit
3. See Yellowstone National Park before it all blows up
4. Finish writing and get book published
5. See book turn into movie and have Alexander Skarsgård as lead
(wishful thinking, I don't care)
6. Go riding on as many continents as possible
Try to look up "riding" on Tumblr and it's either this or porn |
7. Go on as many literary travel tours as possible
8. Own a classic Aston Martin
9. Run 5K
10. See your childhood come to life
I tag each and every one of you who read this post all the way down here! So consider yourself tagged!
Minty Green
I've had this terrible urge these last couple of days to dye my hair mint green. And I don't even have money. So probably not going to happen for a while, but here's some lovely mint green heads:
5.8.14
Back from a long holiday
So this has taken me forever.
Sorry about that.
Well not really, I am sorry for being MIA but I'm not really sorry for having enjoyed my summer. So in June I was in Canada for two weeks, mostly in Toronto (just a day or so in Montreal, out of a whim really), and I had the most amazing time. Safe to say it was the best holiday I've ever had. However, more about that later on when I finally get my photos posted here too.
The summer's been unbelievably warm. Hot actually, and I think I've melted a few times, it's dreadful. I'm really not one for warm weather, I can't do anything other than drink bottle after bottle of mineral water and it's driving my dad insane. I think I drink like seven litres a day (and to anyone who thinks it is dangerously too much - I'm still alive so booyah get over it, at least I can drink).
I can't sleep whatsoever, so basically this summer has just made my insomnia much much worse, and I can't really ask for help because my shrink is on holiday. So I have my old pills for it, but seeing as they never helped, well, tough luck I suppose.
Speaking of shrinks. Since I went on holiday in June, I haven't taken a single anti-depressant, anti-anxiety or anti-anythingpill and I feel fabulous.
I think it's safe to say I'm no longer depressed. I am a tad worried about the start of my new school year, because if I start stressing out again, I might need to start taking pills too, but let's just wait and see, shall we?
And yes, I was accepted to Haaga-Helia to become a multilingual management assistant. So from the end of this month on, I will be studying business and languages. Hopefully by the end of the next four years (that's about as long as the studies will take), I'll be able to speak over ten languages. That's my goal anyway. I'd like to get to twenty before I die.
On the 19th I will have a Swedish test to maybe get exempt from the course, because if I have to take another Swedish course with people who can't even say their own names in Swedish I will kill someone. I use Swedish every single day, seriously need to get a free pass.
Anyway other than that I'll have to start studying Chinese, German and French, and I hope that I can choose Russian at some point.
I've also been writing quite a bit. I had about 65 pages of a book written, and I think now it's more like a hundred pages. I always write by hand on paper, so I actually don't know how many pages it really is since I've yet to copy it on the PC. But we'll see. Hopefully! Maybe one day I'll get the courage to let someone actually read it. Would anyone actually be interested?
Sorry about that.
Well not really, I am sorry for being MIA but I'm not really sorry for having enjoyed my summer. So in June I was in Canada for two weeks, mostly in Toronto (just a day or so in Montreal, out of a whim really), and I had the most amazing time. Safe to say it was the best holiday I've ever had. However, more about that later on when I finally get my photos posted here too.
The summer's been unbelievably warm. Hot actually, and I think I've melted a few times, it's dreadful. I'm really not one for warm weather, I can't do anything other than drink bottle after bottle of mineral water and it's driving my dad insane. I think I drink like seven litres a day (and to anyone who thinks it is dangerously too much - I'm still alive so booyah get over it, at least I can drink).
I can't sleep whatsoever, so basically this summer has just made my insomnia much much worse, and I can't really ask for help because my shrink is on holiday. So I have my old pills for it, but seeing as they never helped, well, tough luck I suppose.
Speaking of shrinks. Since I went on holiday in June, I haven't taken a single anti-depressant, anti-anxiety or anti-anythingpill and I feel fabulous.
I think it's safe to say I'm no longer depressed. I am a tad worried about the start of my new school year, because if I start stressing out again, I might need to start taking pills too, but let's just wait and see, shall we?
And yes, I was accepted to Haaga-Helia to become a multilingual management assistant. So from the end of this month on, I will be studying business and languages. Hopefully by the end of the next four years (that's about as long as the studies will take), I'll be able to speak over ten languages. That's my goal anyway. I'd like to get to twenty before I die.
On the 19th I will have a Swedish test to maybe get exempt from the course, because if I have to take another Swedish course with people who can't even say their own names in Swedish I will kill someone. I use Swedish every single day, seriously need to get a free pass.
Anyway other than that I'll have to start studying Chinese, German and French, and I hope that I can choose Russian at some point.
I've also been writing quite a bit. I had about 65 pages of a book written, and I think now it's more like a hundred pages. I always write by hand on paper, so I actually don't know how many pages it really is since I've yet to copy it on the PC. But we'll see. Hopefully! Maybe one day I'll get the courage to let someone actually read it. Would anyone actually be interested?
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