20.11.13

Photos IX: Beauty inspiration

Thought I'd post some other inspirations as well as thinspo and foodspo. Today I started using my Pinterest again and found some marvellous pieces there.






Day VI: Thinking of a home I won't see for a while

I'm sure they won't let me go anytime soon, but I'm still planning what I'm going to do to my room. Still. I changed bedrooms with my dad earlier this year and it's all still sort of halway through. Some of my stuff is still in his room and vice versa, so nobody is very happy about the situation.
Secondly, I hated my parents' bed, so I went and sold it. Now I only have one single mattress, so I'll have to get a bed as well. And I don't know where to put it. I think the way the layout of the room is done now is so that nobody could even in the least be keen on using it for something other than sleeping. I'd love to make into my own little nook.
So I'm thinking of changing the whole layout, which is enormous work and since I'm still sick, probably not that easy even after I'm healed.

However, I really want to get it to order and need to start thinking of what I'm going to do with it. If I get on holiday from the hospital at some point (for a day or so), I'm going to measure the entire room and everything in it, so I know better how to plan for it!

But here's some sneak-a-peaks of my inspiration:









Photos VII: Piercing love

I just love piercings. Okay, not all of them and definitely not on everybody, but generally, I love piercings. My favourites are anything in the ear, labrets, medusas and septums. For me, I'd really like either a medusa or a vertical labret.
I probably will never get one seeing as my dad hates them and to be quite honest, I rarely listen to him, so there must be something else keeping me away from it as well. Maybe it's the idea of the needle, the cost or just the hole in my face for the rest of my life when I take it off. Or all the nerves that could get damaged. I know it's just paranoia on my part, but still, probably not going to take one.











I just feel that for the female lip form labrets and medusas are just the most beautiful piercings ever. Together with septums they just really stand out and enhance cupid's arch!

Photos VI: Hairspo

Although I very much enjoy being black again, hospitals still give me the urge to do something radical to my hair, because it would give something to my life rather than painful boredom.

Here are just a few really cute hairstyles and colours I came across:










19.11.13

Day V: Going back on my word and posting self portraits

I was thinking of keeping my privacy with this blog, but that went out the window when I posted the nearly-naked-slightly-censored-before-weight-loss-photos of me. So I decided, why the heck not post something else as well.
The lighting here in my hospital room is marvellous! They have about four different types of lamps - giving four different types of light, not to mention the abnormally large window (for a hospital that is) which gives ample sunlight during the day. It's really a great place to play around with a camera!
These pictures I took two nights ago after relaxing from the panic attack.
I only used the lighting behind my bed, the slightly larger reading light (I think it might be fluorescent) and I used my Canon EOS 500D for the photographing. I only have that one camera and it is very dear to me. It has it's quirks and oddities, but I've gotten used to them by now.

As it was the middle of the night, it is clear I had no make up on, and had not brushed my hair in a while. However, since I am in hospital, I rarely wear any makeup anyway and only brush my hair when absolutely necessary. Mostly because I'm too annoyed of hospitals to be bothered.
Although, I was thinking that tomorrow I would really do something - put some nice make up on, make my hair nice and put on my civil clothes and play dress up! Because this is a hospital, what else am I supposed to do? 





This would be a much nicer picture if there wasn't the annoying computer phone behind me making me look like an alien