The Evening of Philosophers

i've noticed
noticed well
that now that i take
those happy pills
the pills that
make me do this
instead of something
worth
doing
my happy pills
they make me
do this
philosophise
over the importance of unimportance
and i wish
that my happy pills
lasted forever
for all i have left
without them
is sadness
pain
agony
crying
death
i never want to leave
the side of my happy pills
the evening of my philosophy
the evening of philosophers