Small Oblivion

  Sinking in to something that's not there, sinking into a world of chaos and torment, without knowledge of what will come or what has passed. It makes one see how precious every moment of happiness, every moment of content really is and how quickly that can change.

  Do not take life for granted for granted it shall not stay, it will break you apart as though you are a puppet and your master is pulling on each string till you are no more than broken pieces on a master's table.

  Into a small oblivion life shall always pass, for that is life in it's essence. Turmoil and agony and nothing better unless for a short period of time, when you are too blind to realise the horrid pain you will soon have to endure if you want to keep yourself sane in this world. This world is here to make you insane.

  I heard a small wisdom the other day - what if all this is made only to be a hell of another world, there are a series of hells and we are in one of them. Which level of hell would this world be? The one for the greedy or malevolent? The one for the heretics? The deepest plunge of hell, the last ring, the last level where the fallen angels try to find their way out again from this chaos that is our world.

  Time has passed, Time is a constant we all must endure for that is how our world has been constructed, but what it we would all just break away from those shackles of time and show the Lord above we are not to be messed with. What if we decide to live our lives in piece without the turmoil, without the agony, without the tyrant forces of hell that shake us to the very core of our existence.

  But wait. We are human.We will all plunge deep into our own abyss.

11.12.13.14.15 and nothing ever goes on

There is a time for everything,
       and a season for every activity under the heavens:

           a time to be born and a time to die,
     a time to plant and a time to uproot, 

            a time to kill and a time to heal,
     a time to tear down and a time to build, 

            a time to weep and a time to laugh,
     a time to mourn and a time to dance,

              a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
     a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

                 a time to search and a time to give up,
     a time to keep and a time to throw away, 

              a time to tear and a time to mend,
       a time to be silent and a time to speak,  

        a time to love and a time to hate,
    a time for war and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8