Transplant patient with all kinds of worries from hospital fear to dieting, and loads about good music, tattoos and rock n' roll!
5.1.14
The Mess that is My Room
After having a few things "sorted" after bringing everything home from Tampere, my room looks like it's been hit by a hurricane. Not a big surprise, but still.
Here's my bedroom in its state right this instant:
Here's my bedroom in its state right this instant:
4.1.14
Tampere - there and back again
So today was my second time cleaning out my flat in Tampere and moving aaaalll of my things back home with the help from my bf.
I haven't felt this exhausted in a long time, and I think tonight of all nights at least, I will sleep extremely well!
There's a lot of things I need to sort through and try and sell, but a lot of things I will keep and need to find places for them. It also doesn't help that tomorrow I'm taking my bf shopping to Itäkeskus (he hasn't been there in years!) and will probably find more stuff to place in my room.
Goodness gracious me.
Photos will follow on other days!
I haven't felt this exhausted in a long time, and I think tonight of all nights at least, I will sleep extremely well!
There's a lot of things I need to sort through and try and sell, but a lot of things I will keep and need to find places for them. It also doesn't help that tomorrow I'm taking my bf shopping to Itäkeskus (he hasn't been there in years!) and will probably find more stuff to place in my room.
Goodness gracious me.
Photos will follow on other days!
3.1.14
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
I lost a friend today, I fear. Not one I'd like to have lost and it was all due to my actions or to be a lot clearer - my inactions.
If I had done something, said something, apologised, I might not have lost them, but I didn't, I couldn't and now I'm here alone without them.
This sums up my feelings at the moment, my highly sedated feelings as I almost got a panic attack due to all of this:
If I had done something, said something, apologised, I might not have lost them, but I didn't, I couldn't and now I'm here alone without them.
This sums up my feelings at the moment, my highly sedated feelings as I almost got a panic attack due to all of this:
Passenger - Let Her Go
Songwriters: ROSENBERG, MICHAEL DAVID
Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies
But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep
Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
Well you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies
But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep
Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
Well you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Tags:
alone,
anxiety,
depression,
high,
hopelessness,
loneliness,
loss,
low
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