Today's thoughts on piercings and failure

I know the title seems a bit harsh and really depressed again, but I'm feeling relatively good right now. I feel like I have something to look forward to and it's keeping me happy and satisfied without having to resort to sedatives or sleeping.

But I do keep failing at basically everything. I can't take good photos anymore, I can't draw anymore, I've never been able to sing, I'm failing in my diet (just had bacon) and thus failing at weight loss and creating actual weight gain, without getting more muscles, and my dad seems so disappointed in me every day. Probably because of the piercings but still. Oh and I fail at hair dye, my head just doesn't want to get really platinum blonde. But I will keep trying.

About piercings, I bought a couple of barbells and a ring so I'll be piercing a bit more of myself in the coming weeks. Not anything harsh, just another earring, nothing big or fancy. I'm terrified of piercing my own septum so I  will definitely NOT be doing that, but will keep to non-cartilidge areas of my body.

Oh and I've managed to have some non-failing progress on my stretching! I've stretched my right earlobe to 4 mm and the left one to 3 mm. Hoping that in a week or so, I can have the left one at 4 mm too, so that I'll be able to stretch them simultaneously rather than one after the other.

My hair dyeing process is keeping me busy too, tomorrow I'll be bleaching it again and see what happens. Probably almost nothing if memory serves right. I tend to not go whiter than piss. Serves me for having the ginger gene I suppose.

I'm also happy about the make up project, because it gives me a reason to take pictures every day and not slack like  with the photography challenge. Which btw will continue today. I hate abbreviations. And I still use them.

With a New Haircut - Maybe New Hair Dye? White Hair Inspo

This is a bit of inspiration for getting platinum blonde hair. I've never had my hair that blonde, but I want to try it out! I'm getting tired of the green, though it's pretty, but I want something new again, so I've bought all the dyes and bleaches and hope to achieve something along the line of these that I found on Tumblr.
All photos from Tumblr.

Haluaisin värjätä hiukseni näin valkoisiksi ja ehkä sen teenkin tässä piakkoin. Kaikki kuvat Tumblrista.

Hair dye mishaps...and ginger love

You know I've always wanted to see how I'd look with ginger hair? But never tried, cause I'm too dark and I don't do well with any naturally blonde shade? Well, now I'm getting to experience the mush of ginger aaaand dark hair, since my bleach decided to be more effective on the other side of my head. So it's ginger on one side, mixed in with really blonde hair, and blonde with dark hairs on the other side. Yay.

I cannot, and I mean really, cannot wait to get another bleach kit so I can deal with this first world problem of mine. But in the mean time, here's a photo set of women who actually do look good with ginger hair (I love women with ginger hair):

Where to get good bleach?

Hair dyeing issues here, anybody know where in Finland one finds good but still affordable bleaching kits? Because the store bought ones aren't really high vol enough for my hair, especially after having been dyed black so many times. 

I would really appreciate any comment!

Black and green hair...or maybe black and white?

I am going to dye my hair green at some point, but now that I've bleached the bottom of my hair a few times, I 'm thinking...maybe I should go on with bleaching and turn it into white? Maybe I should have black and white hair! I really find black and white hair really attractive, so maybe for the first time in my life I could go in that direction. I mean....I have already done green once. So green can wait a while.

Here's some inspiration I found to make me think of this new idea:

Thinking of dyeing my hair green...again?

I had green hair once and it was fabulous. I'm really considering doing it again, but in a slightly darker mode. Maybe go from dark green to mint slowly over time. I don't know yet...