Evening DIY: Hello Kitty Pullover

I had this dark plum (in the photos more like maroon) college pullover that just screamed for some DIY, so I printed out a Hello Kitty stencil and painted a white Hello Kitty on the shirt.

Selfiemania: Curls and Eyeliner

I've been asleep for most of the day, still have a little bug that's keeping my temperature up a tad, but not enough to make me really sick. Just enough to make me tired and give me a headache. I hope it's away soon, before tomorrow, because tomorrow is my photoshoot day and I'm super duper excited! I can't wait to have real photography taken of me! I've usually been the one behind the camera and now I can really try and model!

I have to get some inspiration first though, practice poses and stuff like that. See how I look from different angles, I think I'll do that today with my camera. See what happens. You may also get to see my outfit, my wonderful at home slabby outfit. I know slabby isn't a word. At least I don't know what it's supposed to mean if it is a word but it seems like the kind of thing I'd call my at home outfit - slabby.

Tried to curl my hair today using my curling iron. Turned out rather well if I say so myself, though I did burn myself a couple of times. At least my hair got curly and won't stop being curly. So it's sticking and that's good! Usually the curls unfold rather quickly...

As make up I only used eyeliner today, and some lipstick but the lipstick didn't hold long enough to show on the photos. I don't mind, I like not having that much make up on in photos. Never use any foundation or powder either, and I think it's completely okay. I don't need to look perfect in photos, I just want to look like me, and that I think I usually do. A bit of a weirdo with no make up.

I redyed my hair green on Saturday, it was starting to fade and as my hair got longer I started showing my lovely natural colour on the roots, so I really needed a redye. Thankfully my hair is so used to getting dyed that it's actually still in good condition. Not mention the green dye sticks really well, so I didn't have to dye all of my hair again, just the top part.

Have had such a constructive day today, geez Louise, I've slept and watched Stargate Atlantis. I think I'll continue on this path, plus make make up ready for tomorrow! Need to have everything packed and ready before tomorrow at 3 pm. We're shooting at 5 pm so I need to be ready early.

Haute Couture: Michael Cinco

All photos from Tumblr.

Cuteness Overload: Kitty cat version

All photos from Tumblr.

Today's thoughts and photos - flu season and make up bags

I got a fever today, not a high one, but high enough to keep me away from the gym and stuck in bed all day. I can barely breathe, my nose is so stuffed. I hate having these tiny little colds every month, I'm so tired of always being sick and not having the strength to get up and do something. I just want to live a normal unsick life. Although I suppose these days that sort of thing isn't normal at all, everybody's sick with something and nobody can get away from life.

I did go see my psychiatric nurse today, even with the cold. Had to go to the pharmacy and bank too, but that's unimportant. I got a BDI test to do, and it seems I am depressed. It's up to her to define how depressed and up to me to figure out why and how to get rid of it. I don't know why I'm depressed. Not really. I know why I'm sad, but sadness doesn't create suicidal thoughts. I think? I don't know. I wish I could see her tomorrow and ask these things from her, but I have to wait a week. I can of course always call her, but I think that would border on annoying.

This is my first month without school work. Without studying. Without essays or exams or lectures. This is my first month of my sabbatical and I don't really feel much better. I feel a bit empty to be honest, but  I know I couldn't handle studying now. I just couldn't handle having to stress over minute things when I'm struggling with life itself.

I pierced my ear yesterday, made a second hole in my left ear. Now I'm letting it heal. I'm stretching my right earlobe now, but first only a little. Hopefully soon I'll get to change the pin into a bigger one. I know it's a slow process, because we don't want any injuries.

Noticed I have way too much make up for one make up bag. I have like five make up bags all full of things, and that's not even all of my make up. And it's stuff I use every now and again, can't just throw them out. I need to get a bigger make up bag, but don't really know where to look or what to look for! Maybe I should go to one of those manly building stuff stores and buy me a huge box for nails and hammers and use that for make up. Might be even a bit cheaper than getting a big make up box...