FRANKIE SAVAGE: disney

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26.10.14

Looks crisis

Looking at Tumblr and online shops always gives me this huge crisis over my looks. Sure I don't think I'm ugly or anything, I'm pretty cute (fat though, but still), but good Lord there are such beautiful women out there and such amazing clothes I just wish I'd fit into!

17.2.14

Disney TAG: All my favourite Disney songs

Janina from Wish To Be A Mermaid started this tag about Disney and I couldn't wait to do something in it! I just love Disney movies, really grew up with them (the German versions) and since then have just kept my passion for Disney.

1. What is your favourite Disney Film

Aristocats

2. Do you still remember what Disney film you saw first?

No I don’t think I do, I was so young, but I think it might have been Snow White

3. What character is your favourite?

Maid Marianne from Robin Hood, but I have many characters that mean a lot to me

4. What’s your favourite bad guy?

Scar from the Lion King, definitely – he’s awesome

5. What’s your favourite dream couple?

Jasmin and Aladdin of course

6. What Disney story would you like to play out and what character would you be?

Aristocats and I’d love to be Thomas O’Malley

7. What Disney songs are your favourites?

See the top 10 down below!

8. What’s your favourite quote?

“Selbst feine Leute woll'n sich mal

vom Zwang befrei'n und würden

liebend gern ein Kätzchen sein.”

From the German version of Everybody Wants to be a Cat of Aristocats

9. What Disney items do you own?

I don’t own any Disney items unfortunately – I’m hoping on getting something like a t-shirt or a top at some point!

10. What else would you like to own?

See number 9.

11. Old Disney movies or new?

Old. I’m a fan of the old style, but I have nothing against the new ones per se, they’re just not as nostalgic as the old ones seeing as I grew up with the old ones.

I've already done a similar post, I know, but this time I'll post 10 of my favourite Disney songs and all of them will be in German since I really prefer them over the original English or the horrid horrid Finnish ones.

25.12.13

Theme Day: Alternative Disney

Does anyone know the name of the artist? It's Glenn Arthur.

Theme Day: Disney randomized and my feelings with it

I feel like smoking. I feel like I really need a fag, but I've promised not to smoke at home and I haven't smoked since I went in to hospital, so I don't really need one physically, I just feel like one. It's kinda like with food. I feel like eating, or I don't, but it has nothing to do with hunger. I may be hungry for hours and still not feel like eating. And sometimes right after eating, I'll feel like eating more. It's weird how the mind and the body are so disconnected yet connected at the same time.

I feel a bit disconnected too. I feel like sleeping but I'm awake. I'm tired but I don't want to go to bed. I am anxious, yet I'm calm. I shake all over, yet I feel fine. My lymph node is big again, but thankfully my dad's painkillers work for it for now. On Friday I need to get something for me. It's not nerve pain now. It's regular pain, just on steroids.
Yet though I know I have to see a doctor because of this, I don't feel like falling down and crying. And yet I constantly feel like falling down and crying. I feel so disconnected from myself, yet I feel like I know myself better because of this. I know what's me and what's not me. But the dreadful part is...it's all just me. I don't have anything else or anyone else in me, it's just all me, and still I don't feel like me. I feel depressed and scared. That's not me, I don't get depressed or scared.

I actually hope my future psychiatrist will read these, because I suppose it will be a good way of knowing me better - away from my speech, my manners and my smile. I try to smile whenever I can and wherever I am. Though these days it's not that easy and especially with hospitals, doctors, my smile can disappear quickly. And I don't want them to think I'm too positive when I want to kill myself. I don't want to now. I did before, for a long time, I don't now, but then again, I'm taking anti-depressants to keep me happy. So. That's it, I guess. I'm happy.